Parting thoughts and observations

Well, as I recently mentioned in Facebook, given the entirely unsatisfactory nature of this blogging experience in terms of the administration of the blog on the WordPress platform, and the fact that most of the associated widgets etc. fail to function correctly, it’s time to bid a fond farewell to this digital publishing exercise. It’s been fun, but time to direct energies in other directions.

I think it’s safe to assume that Amazon will never pay me any royalties or register any sales for the novel ‘Advanced Binusism for Certified Wosers’ or even allow readers to comment on the book’s Amazon page. The same seems to hold true for Blurb and the two books of photography published via that platform. Likewise, my appeals for crowdfunding and/or readers making direct contributions to my current account have resulted in zero funds. Why this should be and what might motivate seemingly unrelated corporations to behave in this manner…well I’ll allow the discerning reader to draw his or her own conclusions.

Though while you’re at it, you might also stop to consider why society has its present structure and current configuration and is organised along hierarchical, materialistic lines, with the emphasis consistently and firmly placed upon the importance of the value of things above lives and the view that social and economic status is the ultimate acceptable personal goal? Why is society purposefully structured so that poverty and hunger is endemic across the globe when natural resources abound? Why is it that basic human rights and rights of expression and privacy are constantly under threat, hugely profitable wars are never ending, and we are all controlled by a financial system that seems little more than a sophisticated sleight-of-hand designed to favour so few whilst ensuring the suffering of so many? What is this world we live in where the constant message communicated to us implicitly, and at times explicitly, is that most of us are superfluous, not needed, entirely dispensable, that the world is over-populated and that there are just too damned many of us – even though, as an article published by the Washington Post in 2015 pointed out, if placed shoulder to shoulder the entire world population would fit into an area roughly the size of New York city?

You may also do well to ponder why it seems that the mainstream media and entertainment industry seem hell-bent on provoking, invoking and constantly reinforcing the most basic human impulses and emotions/mind states: fear, loathing, violence, greed, selfishness, competitiveness, sex, etc.

Finally, one might also take the time to briefly wonder why it should be that historically – consider even the recent past in the 1960s in the US, for example – any popular movement espousing the entirely laudable and common-sense values of how fine it might be to have peace instead of war, and love instead of hate etc. – have been immediately categorised, classified, derided and defamed, infiltrated, subverted and their leaders and principal spokespersons conveniently silenced and/or eliminated.

I mean, after all, on the face of it, peace, love, compassion and sharing form the core values of all human beings, don’t they? It’s what we would all like to see in our world, isn’t it? So why does society so clearly fail to encourage or exemplify these values? To what end? Who is ultimately benefiting from the status quo and the unnecessary suffering of so many innocent people?

Indeed, many such questions naturally seem to arise to a confused, impartial observer when you stop to analyse the current state of things and the conflict and disharmony witnessed over the ages by humanity.

The yogic view of human consciousness and energy

As a thought exercise, let’s pause at this point to look at Yogic practices, theory and philosophy.

Yoga means ‘union’. At a personal level this signifies the union and natural, balanced integration of one’s mental energy, emotions and physical body. At a higher level – and the ultimate aim of the original yogis – it is taken to mean the union or merging of individual consciousness with supraconsciousness or that which lies beyond the strictly human experience yet of which we form an undeniable part. The greater mystery of life.

Historically, Yoga is a discipline that arose as particularly spiritual/sensitive/mentally inquisitive people strove to find ways to observe, contemplate and understand the workings of the mind and the true nature of reality and its relation with different levels of consciousness, whilst seeking how to achieve balance between our human nature and the wider scope of things (the world and greater universe). Other goals included, for example, the maintenance of health and the minimisation of individual mental, emotional and physical suffering.

Through meditation, observation and experimentation the Yogis in India concluded (fundamentally):

-The mind and emotions influence the body.

-The body influences the mind and emotions.

– How we breathe has a bearing on both.

– Altering any one of these factors has a direct, quantifiable impact on the other two.

– All humans naturally experience different states of consciousness, including – an awake or sensory state, dream state, deep sleep, and transcendental states.

– We all have a consciousness of ourselves that transcends our own transitory emotional/mental/physical states, therefore, we are not strictly identifiable with said states. We are more than the sum of these – that is, there seems to be a transcendental ‘observer’ within us all.

As they further explored, using practices based on the above principal conclusions and observations, they also identified areas of the body which correspond to certain different unseen, but clearly felt, energy/psychic centres within each person, the activation of which have different direct effects on the person’s mind and conscious awareness.

Practitioners of Yoga and meditation identified 7 or 8 principal centres (given the generic name of ‘chakras‘ in the Sanskrit language). Associated with each energy centre and the corresponding physical areas in the body with which they may be loosely identified are different impulses and emotional/mental states that we all experience during our lives, at least potentially, to a greater or lesser degree:

In very general terms, these energy centres may be described as follows:

1) The root – associated to the area near the base of the spine (perineum) in the physical body. Related to the most basic, instinctual attitudes of self and individuality (self preservation and survival etc.)

2) The sexual – located in the body in the sacral area. Associated principally with sexual energy/impulses.

3) The midriff/abdomen – the main energy store of the body (the lower ‘dan tian’ or ‘Sea of energy’ also identified in Chinese internal martial arts and medicine). Associated with vitality, will, personal initiative, etc. That is, the desire and drive to ‘triumph’ with personal goals, plans and aspirations in the material world.

4) The heart – associated with a feeling of unconditional love towards others, without expectation of gaining anything in return. The point where the individual starts to develop a more objective conscious awareness of him/herself and the surrounding world and consciousness is no longer strictly limited to identification with one’s own body/mind.

5) The throat – associated with rational thought, verbal communication, creativity and ingenuity or inventiveness.

6) The pineal gland (the area between the eyebrows) – also known as the ‘third’ or ‘divine’ eye. Associated with intuition and intuitive knowledge and wisdom. The highest possible point of consciousness of the individual per se. Where consciousness of a ‘transcendental or impartial observer’ not identifiable with our own thoughts or the surrounding world becomes apparent. Also where you effectively become your own ‘inner master’.

7) The crown of the head – the point of contact or gateway/connection to supraconsciousness. Identification with the divine or universal mind. Dissolution of the ‘ego’. State of enlightenment. Unknowable in purely intellectual terms and which consequently cannot be communicated to and understood by others by the use of their rational faculties alone. That which has to be experienced for oneself directly. (The Tao in Taoism).

The Yogis concluded from the above energetic schema1 that their task, and indeed the task of each individual, is to elevate one’s initially dormant lower-level energy from the lower to the higher levels – effectively channelling it upwards through the spinal cord until each energetic centre is subsequently activated and balanced. This, in turn, would allow the individual to progressively enter and experience higher levels of consciousness and would promote a greater state of happiness and physical and mental health and general well-being, with the person ultimately living in peaceful harmony with both him/herself and the greater environment and realising their maximum spiritual/conscious potential. A realistic goal attainable by all to awaken ‘the best in each of us’.

It should be noted that Yoga never considered itself to be a religion, but rather a philosophical school of thought and practice that uses meditation and other approaches to promote the evolution and advancement of the practitioner. Although there are helpful guides (‘gurus’ – literally meaning ‘light’), there are essentially no leaders or followers, and you are embarked on learning to be, in the final instance, your own ‘master’, responsible for your acts, thoughts and consciousness. This is the end goal. As a logical consequence of this, in Yoga, there are no ‘ultimate keepers or guardians of secret truths’ – other than yourself, that is. It is not another system of beliefs that will control and occupy your mind and thinking, but rather a set of practices aimed at liberating you from the control of your mind, allowing your understanding to expand beyond this.

Historically, many of the practices used by Yogis in India to balance/awaken the higher energetic centres (principally via meditation) were later adopted and adapted by many religious organisations for their own respective ends: mantras (devotional singing), asanas (physical postures), meditational aids (candles and such like), and so on. It is said that the first Buddha was a practitioner of yoga, for example and his doctrines were largely based on and influenced by this. These theories of energy were also further developed by Chinese and other Oriental thinkers, resulting in the development of energy-based approaches to medicine and health (acupuncture and meridians), internal martial arts theory etc.

It should also be noted that one of the main conclusions of the Yogis was that the lowest level of human consciousness, firmly rooted in the five senses and the material world, is a necessary illusion when operating from a very limited egocentric perspective (a concept termed Maya in the Sanskrit language), which results in those who are only familiar with this level of consciousness mistakenly confusing it with the true nature of wider reality or believing it to be ‘all that there is’; a confusion which invariably results in unnecessary personal mental/emotional/physical suffering and wider social imbalance and distress.

Self-awareness and greater understanding

As you can see, the historical priorities of western society, which currently seems intent on defining and consolidating a global society and positioning itself as the dominant world narrative, actively distorts, blocks or creates imbalance in all of the lower energy centres, as identified by Yogic thinkers, systematically repressing or over-stimulating these, with their importance ignored or obsessively blown out of proportion. In addition, the heart energy centre and its associated impulses are dismissed or regarded as weakness not befitting of true manliness or a hindrance to clear, rational thought and so on. Lastly, the importance of logical thought and reason itself is greatly exaggerated and the role of intuitive thinking or wisdom is widely ignored or relegated to the level of mere superstition or mystic mumbo-jumbo. And as for connection with supraconsciousness and the divine mind– you can forget that completely. That kind of nonsense is obviously for those who can’t afford the latest iphone.

Unfortunately, in this hugely impoverished scenario of socially-acceptable self-awareness, the individual trapped in this self-defeating, disfranchising dynamic has little to no possibility of awakening his/her higher centres of understanding or even achieving a healthy mental/physical and emotional balance during their lifetime. They are steeped in what Buddhism would term to be ‘ignorance’ with respect to themselves and others and the true nature of reality (which, to reiterate, and again according to the philosophy of Yoga, is directly and intuitively experienced only when the lower psychic/energetic centres are balanced and unblocked and our energy is channelled to the upper centres, allowing these to be activated and function correctly). For whatever reason, higher levels of consciousness are largely dismissed, ignored or derided by the dominant, ‘socially-acceptable’ narratives of our time.

Of course, it’s these very-same narratives that actively encourage people to stuff themselves up the chimbleys of richer folks’ houses in order to clean them at will or work down mine-shafts all their lives for a pittance of pay or kill or be killed in armed conflicts that inexplicably arise time and time again against other people you have never even met and such forth. That’s all entirely socially-acceptable, reasonable, normal behaviour and should not be a cause for alarm, apparently.

Follow the leader

It should be noted that followers of any kind, are, by definition, incomplete or not fully self-realised individuals, whose will, thoughts and opinions may be manipulated and swayed and their energies and acts duly channelled and directed for the benefit of third parties, as needs be.

As we are all constantly learning about ourselves, we often assume, at least initially, that those who we trust to communicate knowledge to us are acting in good faith and in accordance with our best interests, and are not, in fact, abusing their positions of relative power to manipulate us for their own, private ends. Reason dictates, nevertheless, that we should always be ready and willing to critically revise that assumption when observation and experience indicates that such trust may have been seriously misplaced.

Finally, it must also be said, by equal measure, that those individuals who seek to realise their personal goals by manipulating others’ will, thoughts and actions can themselves be characterised as being deeply deluded and lost in the labyrinth of their own low-level ego schemes and soap-operaesque, serpentine plots and sub-plots of self-furtherance and as such are fully deserving of pity. Pity, yes; power granted by us to continue misdirecting our lives, most definitely not.

Let’s conclude this

I would go far as to humbly suggest that we would be wise to reject the pretensions of those wishing to create a global society based on ignorance, a lack of self-awareness and our collective non-advancement and continued suffering.

It all seems to be so unspeakably dull, daft and unnecessary. What’s next – the James Bond theme tune as the anthem for a gleamingly-superficial unified new world social engineering construct which will only serve to more clearly reflect our stubborn refusal to consciously evolve as a species and mire us deeper in mindless servitude and suffering?

I mean it’s a catchy tune and all that, but you can most definitely count me out.

Perhaps if humanity is finally to advance towards a global society which is a true outer expression of the best in all of us – peace, justice, truth, understanding, respect and harmony with ourselves and nature – now presents the perfect time to integrate the wisdom of the East into the thinking of the West. Maybe we can try and unpack our minds from the little boxes they seem to have been forced into since birth next time we proudly unpack the latest ‘must-have’, totally unnecessary technological gadget we’ve just bought, which in all probability represents one major advance and one advance only in our lives: it allows us to be controlled more efficiently, our meagre freedoms even further curtailed, and our every move and thought tracked and recorded by state intelligence services, corporations and those behind this absurd, unnatural shambles with even greater ease.

At the end of the day we can change this round if we really put our minds to it. So they control the social system they’ve designed and implemented? Natural enough, they created it, we fell for it, but in the wider-scheme of the universe that’s, how can I put this nicely, diddle-shit.

Personally, I may be busted, but I’d prefer to be busted than hurting anyone or making anyone else suffer. Obviously, I’d prefer to be financially independent and paid for my work instead of being defrauded and treated like some form of thought criminal who has all forms of potential revenue blocked by a bunch of satanic nitwits and is forced to rely on support from old friends and family to survive. But hey, I’ve put up with their continued intrusion and harassment for around 10 years now so a little longer won’t hurt. After all, I’m sure justice will eventually be done as more and more people start to question who actually controls the societies in which they live and begin to reject their ridiculous agendas wholeheartedly.

Wait, now that I think about it, is ‘diddle-shit’ hyphenated or one word? Would someone please explain the rule here once and for all.

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1presented here in a very superficial and summary fashion, taking salient points from Danilo Hernandez’s excellent and rigorously researched book Claves del Yoga, Teoría y Práctica. Published by la Liebre de Marzo.

As I Lay Under the Stars I Thought I Heard You Sing the Sea

You ask me to show you god
But don’t you see?
You have kicked your god
Tricked him a thousand times today
Laughed at his fortune and misfortune
Crushed both in your hands
And inhaled the perfume deep
Then covered all with the cunning of the
Clever fool
And slept

What can be shown to you that you will not see?

But yet you insist
So let me ask you:
Can you feel the small stone in your shoe?
Listen to what it tells you

If you spit on the mirror
Wipe it clean

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Statistical rundown:

Amazon – copies of novel sold last month: 0

Blurb – photography books sold since published: 0

Gofundme funding campaign – total raised: 0

Well, not much more to add. Anyone wishing to contact me by snail mail (as I never seem to receive any emails or phone calls – so probably not worth even bothering  to try those channels if you wish to contact me):

Matthew Martin Hughes

c/ Teixugueiras, nº 17, Portal 1, 9ºA

36212, Navia, Vigo

Pontevedra, Spain

Anyone wishing to donate anything directly:

Account details:

Holder of account: Matthew Martin Hughes

Account number (IBAN): ES07 2080 0518 9930 0004 6498

BIC (SWIFT): CAGLESMMXXX

Bank name and branch address: ABANCA Corporación Bancaria, S.A.

c/Venezuela 24, 36203

Vigo, Pontevedra

Spain

All support welcome.

Finally, not wishing to anticipate problems, but at the same time being levelheaded about all of the strange difficulties I’ve encountered over the last 10 years of my life…

Just in case there are any potential problems relating to the above account details for anyone who might wish to make a direct donation, of any amount, to my Spanish account, here are screenshots from the actual Abanca online banking website (https://www.abanca.com/) confirming the accuracy of the IBAN/SWIFT information listed above, needed in order to transfer funds to the account.

Please note that for the Swift code the final triple X is optional (as this identifies the branch office only). Indeed the official Swift code for Abanca is listed as CAGLESMM on swiftcodes.com, whereas the Abanca site states that its Swift code is CAGLESXXX. For all practical purposes these are one and the same.

Given that the account currently has about 700 euros – yes, those are my life savings =D – I’m not overly concerned about potential hackers, as you might imagine.

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Account IBAN/Holder name

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ABANCA SWIFT code/BIC

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Data from Amazon for June, 2016

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Sales figures from Amazon for ‘Advanced Binusism’, July 2016: 0

The tale of the phantom novel that only ever sold one copy

If anyone is wondering why Amazon bothered to register the sale of one copy of ‘Advanced Binusism’, let me tell you an interesting little story…

When I first published the novel on Amazon, promoted it and so on, and saw that, whatever I did, the Amazon figures never budged from a big, fat zero, I decided to adopt a new strategy.

Assuming that these figures were false and it was just another ill’n’nutty strategy designed to keep me living in financial poverty (they haven’t liked me for a while; basically since they made a couple of discreet overtures years before via Internet asking me if I was interested in joining their secretive group and learning about “the teachings of satan” – I kid you not – and I told them that I wasn’t in the least bit interested in such nonsense), I decided to adopt a new tack – namely, to use the blog to publish screenshots of private sales data. My idea was to allow anyone accessing the blog who had actually purchased a copy of the novel to see for themselves that Amazon was committing fraud in relation to the title.

Next act – I went ahead and published the ‘Transparency Experiment‘ post on the docbinus blog and went out to perform my daily Qi Gong practice in a park behind the small, dilapidated house which I rented in Lisbon. Then, who should appear but one of my well-to-do neighbours (no less than a Judge in the local tribunals) who came up to me and said that she had just read my post. She went on to say that, if it would put my mind at ease, she would order a copy of the novel from Amazon…cof.

Why did I consider the entire episode to be odd?

Well,

– for one, according to WordPress data no-one, but no-one, was reading my blog: so that this person should have happened to have seen that post minutes after it was published, was verging on the risibly absurd.

– Secondly, they had already tried this on in relation to Smashwords when I first published the original ebook version of the novel on that platform months before. (Yep. You guessed it – one person who I vaguely knew had offered to buy a copy and, hey presto, that one purchase was indeed registered – so everything must be hunky dory. I imagine it was all intended to make me believe that the novel was just a big flop and, as such, I should become down-heartened and give up and stop trying to promote it. Of course, according to Smashwords, that was the solitary copy that was sold in the months that the novel was available for purchase). So this was pure déjà vu.

– Thirdly, weeks before, I had overheard the very same neighbour and her husband and friends talking about details of my life they should not have possibly known about, as they laughed loudly and drunkenly whilst having an evening meal on their balcony. I was practicing Qi Gong, btw, and minding my own business. But sometimes you can’t help but overhear things.

Of course, my reaction to this sudden, unexpected appearance by my neighbour was ‘great – judging by their immediate reaction to the ‘Transparency Experiment’ post, they really don’t like me doing that, so I’ll keep at it‘.

Man, don’t you just love it when these superior types get nervous and twitchy and give away their hand? Not very good poker players, I imagine. Which, in itself, is decidedly odd, considering how superior they believe themselves to be… I would respectfully suggest that they are deluding themselves on that and many other points.

So there you go. Believe it or not, that’s the story and the wherefore of the mysterious ‘one copy’ sold on Amazon.

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For what it’s worth – the latest Amazon Royalty Report for ‘Advanced Binusism’

 

 

Breaking News

by A. Sock, Chief Home Affairs Correspondent, Binus 24 News | May 22, 2016

Police were reportedly baffled by the disappearance earlier this evening of a six meter tall and two meter wide sculpture, weighing approximately 2 tonnes, from Tower Hamlets, one of the most deprived boroughs of London, just hours after its official unveiling.

The sculpture, commissioned by London Council’s newly-formed Department for Popular Art, and part of a drive to bring all forms of art closer to the local populace – especially people in marginal, impoverished areas – in an attempt to ‘elevate the masses and allow ordinary citizens closer daily contact with contemporary artistic currents’, was inaugurated by the Mayor of London, John Borison, in a much trumpeted ceremony covered widely by all of the major media outlets in the UK.

The ceremony itself was steeped in controversy when the Mayor pulled the cord on the sheets covering the sculpture, provisionally titled ‘The Glory of Spring or Two Birdies Going Tweet’ and sculpted in bronze under conditions of strict secrecy over a four month period by top contemporary artist and recent Turner Prize finalist, Kevin O’Reefer, only to reveal what appeared to be an erect phallus crafted entirely from cannabis resin.

A bewildered John Borison was heard to say, ‘It gives me great pleasure to expose to you the full magnificence of this fine work of art, which I’m sure shall delight and lift the spirit of all who set eyes on it. This has been a project which I personally hold dear, that I have actively supported and stimulated, and which has been on the lips of many of the top people in London for some time now. Ladies and gentlemen, I give to you ‘The Glory of Spring’ or…OMG is that a huge hash Johnson? WTF is that thing? Wasn’t this meant to be two f**king birdies or some such toss? Cover that shameful abomination up immediately!’ before several of the audience fainted and general pandemonium ensued.

From an undisclosed address somewhere in New York, Kevin O’Reefer told Binus 24 News that, ‘The whole thing was a massive cock up. That piece was going to form part of my private collection. I had planned to unveil it at an exclusive little gathering I was meaning to hold next month in my Mayfair penthouse…The guys from the London Council Logistics Department must have got it muddled up with ‘Two Birdies Going Tweet’. They were both under wraps at my London studio. Bummer. Took me 4 months, 42 bottles of Viagra and a magnifying glass to sculpt that bastard. Had to hold the chisel with my frickin’ feet. Now what am I going to impress the chicks with at the party?’

Hours later, when police arrived with a crane at Tower Hamlets to remove the offending item, they were astounded to discover that O’Reefer’s over-sized artistic member had already vanished without trace – having seemingly shriveled away into thin air.

Steve Spliffler, President of the Tower Hamlets Residents Association, told Binus 24 News that it was a complete mystery and that no-one in the neighborhood had seen or heard a thing in relation to the strange disappearance. ‘Man, it’s like a Bermuda Triangle kind of deal, but without the Bermuda Triangle. Shame. I don’t normally understand Modern Art, but we all agreed that was really good shit.’

He went on to say that the Tower Hamlets Residents Association and the local Guild of Takeaway Food Vendors had unanimously decided to crowdfund another work from O’Reefer for the borough ASAP.